Centering Me Getting Back On Track

Ok so today is what Day 47 of the Paradigm Shift and I am being really really challenged. I don't really want to go into detail but let me just say this. I slowly the last couple days have been slipping into my old ways and my old thoughts and habits. In my mind know that I am not that person any longer but she is hanging around. So I have been taking some time to be along today and working and thinking and meditating because realistically in the next couple days I need the universe, God, the Holy Ghost to show up and show out. Right now I feel like I cannot do any more than I have done. Only putting dirt in a hole that had a bottomless pit in it leaving me empty. Again and again i try to fill it and still its empty. So I am having to come up with creative ways to reach within myself to get to the bottom of the hole to seal it.

I found this song that is so fitting for how I feel right now.



But then I know that I am in control of everything if only I would look within myself and take the time to go downstream and stop trying to go against the current that already is. I am about to go today in a few moments and shut it down so that I can find the source which is all that IS to get back on track and fill the hole so that the flower that is me can grow.
What is it that you are seeking? What is it that you are wanting? Do you need peace? Do you need joy? Do you need a financial breakthrough? Do you need good health? Take some time to pray on that tonight. Or chant, or whatever you do. I know that's what I need to be doing because in the midst of all of this business and blog drama I still have children and bills and personal drama on the home front I deal with on a day to day basis.
Let me share with you what I use sometimes and I really hope that you get something out of it.


If you happen to have a Bible with you look up Luke Chapter 18. Read how the widow went to the judge until she got what she needed. This week I need to be like her.

Join me I dare you to......

Til Next Time,

A Calmer Mamma (Y've)