The West Wing, Pancakes, Coffee & Me

This will make the first time in a long time that I don't feel tired mentally. A wonderful feeling to jump up out of bed and make a dash to work as early as what five am? Oh wow. My my.
I think I am getting my MOJO back....am I?
Excited is not the word really. Its just that I got up this morning and realized that I am in control once again of my life. If you have been any where remotely close to me you will understand this statement. NO it does not deserve any responses just a nod of the head.
You know when you are tired. You know when you are done. You know when you have had enough and nothing else matters except for your own survival without hurting anyone one else in the process.
That's what happened to me the other day. I just knew. The bell went off and it was like a gentle laxative, get out now. NOW OR NEVER.
I am sitting here this morning watching the West Wing which I have not really paid attention to and guess what? It's cute.
Did I mention that I have a small stack of pancakes and a cup of coffee here as well? I do.
No Fox News which is normally blaring in my house this time of the morning. Just me relaxing to the false world created by television people somewhere for my mind numbing enjoyment. Thanks Bravo for giving me tons of that to choose from all day long while I heal and go back to being just me again.
I don't have to be anyone else as I sit here on my couch still in my jammies legs folded under me. I don't have to hear someone gleefully enjoying making me miserable. More on that later through the Comonique Files.
So today I pledge to do nothing but make me happy. Enjoy the moment between the moment that I have decided to focus on ME. This way I will be better at being me to everyone else.
So I am going to go back to my coffee, my pancakes cause they are getting cold and The West Wing.
I may even talk about something that doesn't really matter just because. Ooooooh now that sounds like fun!



Til Next Time,

Mamma (Y've)