So I am in the middle of thinking about my life. Yep here we go again. Another year has just about passed me and I am turning another year older in a few weeks.
So much has happened to me this year that I wanted to take the entire month to celebrate the joy of this thing we call LIFE. (Boy almost sounded like a Prince song). This is going to be hard because the year brought me some interesting things.
So I decided to take a look and reflect over all of the things all of the signs. The first thing I wanted to do was say what it is I will and will not do anymore and shed all of those things. Then I wanted to make sure that in the place of that I make the choice to never look back and continue to move forward.
Now what that means is this. I don't have to be in the box that people have set up for me ever again. I can love those people, I can laugh and talk with those people and live my life the way that I should from this month on for the rest of my life without feeling like I need to apologize for where I am in my life. Period.
The pain is intense as I adjust to this new frequency I am on. It feels like I am sea sick some days and sometimes it feels like I am about to explode since I feel like I am going through withdrawal. But this change is necessary. Change is good right? Well like I always tell you,...I will keep you posted. I hate to be so vague but I think this really needs to be since it is SO personal and deep to me. My life is at stake here and there can be no negative influence and no mistakes at all. NONE.
All you need to know is the shift has begun.
More on this later..
Til Next Time,
Mamma
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