Living and Learning

So now I just left my store once again with the kids in tow. I am sitting here now with what I know is the onset of the flu but I got soooo much done today. I am really proud of what I have accomplished there so far. There is still so much to do now that my office space is set up to work on the VPN! I am literally jumping for joy about that because now I can work as much as I need to without having to drive back home to do it! Yay yay yay! I actually worked abit today to just see if I could do it and was pricing new items that had come in today. I was also able to have KJ in one room napping and I had a laptop open working on advertising and the city website all from my table that Isaac set up for me. Now THAT is cool.
There is so much still to learn and in this life that I am living this is opening a door to I don't know what but I want to know what it is. I am really curious about what I am embarking on.
I mean on the outside it looks like a mom dragging her kids along on a meaningless drive toward nowhere. But you know what the only thing that I have to go by right now is that gut feeling that there is something I need to learn here that has nothing to do with earning money from what I am doing.
This is like giving birth its like crowning its right there what ever it is. Is it tenacity that I am learning, is it not giving up? What? I am really trying to get to the other side of that door so I can see. Looks like I am just going to have to open it to see right?

Good nite all

Mamma