So this was a busy week for me. I mean in terms of business and me staying focused. If you follow my blog at all you will know that I have a couple of projects that I have been working on. I have this thing called a swap meet. Well really its now a consignment shop now. It certainly wasn't what I wanted it to be but I know now this is what is today and that is ok.
Now I am in the middle of this thing and the kids are right with me in the middle of this talking and negotiating and moving furniture in and out and around and making signs, and figuring out where in thehll I am going to get the money to pay for advertising since the booths are not full of renters but consignees stuff they want to sell. All I am trying to do at this point is listen to the inside of my soul at this point so that I get this right. I have to.
I know, I know most times I write about silly things but in the middle of my being a mother, I know I wanted to make sure that I live my life.
So as I run this business and still work from home, and still try to keep house and grocery shop and wash clothes and do dishes and bathe kids and all that other stuff and discipline fourteen year olds who have passion marks on their necks Im still me. A woman with another name other than Mamma.
So here I am looking at yet another tooth Lili has shed (while updating the city website) and wondering why Timeka has not called(while researching consignment software), and listening to Imani sing songs (while missing Kevin who will be home for Thanksgiving) and wash clothes and hear KJ yelling at Little Bill on Noggin yet again (while I planning 10 events for 2009 including a new album so that makes it 11), I think to myself ,"Ok so you are here...what's next, you know you are climbing the steps now. You know where you are is slipping away from you and you will soon be on another level? Get ready you are almost there.....Damn that sounds like a song I wrote once. Hmmmm
Til Next Time
Mamma
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